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I haven't felt like writing lately. I have been spending my time trying to recover from this hysterectomy. And it's going well. Compared to many places in this world, I have it good. I'm in good shape so I don't feel that I have a lot of room to complain. However, I am human and there are things that really need resolution. So that is my goal. I'm ready to put things away and let the positive things shine.

I've learned that there are friends and there are good friends. People are a mystery to me sometimes. I have been so fortunate to have been raised in a family of love and support. Regardless of what you say or do or believe in, it is always accepted. There is no manipulation, backstabbing, games, nothing. There is no reason for it. So I think that's why, even at my age, I am still blown away when people are dishonest. It just doesn't make sense to me.

During my healing time, I have done some serious letting go. I feel so good about it. I worry that when I return to work, that relationship will haunt me. I'm sure it will be a challenge. I wish I knew how to better deal with it. This is a new one to me.

On a brighter note, My granddaughter will be 1 year old next month and my girls and I will be traveling to Arizona for her party. I am restoring a baby doll cradle that was made for my mother by her uncle. I'm going to make a few baby doll blankets and put them in it. I am so excited. It's going to be in good hands. She has my mothers middle name as well. It's fitting.

The weather has finally warmed up a bit here in Northern California. I was about to go postal. Being a desert raised girl this rain really takes its toll on me. So, I'm happy for Spring!

Trying to figure out how LJ works to connect with others........ Maybe I should try harder :)

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