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This is an introduction. Never been one to put my thoughts on paper or to let others in. But this IS my new life, right? I don't really think my thoughts are appropriate for my friends, as I know what they would say and how they would react. I think I might be looking for unbiased ideas. I am not looking for any romantic relationship, that's for sure. Let me outline my life.

I became a grandmother last April and I love it!
I have three children, ages 27 (the new daddy), 18 and 16
I married because I was pregnant (for the second time)
I am considering a divorce, I am not in love, and am realizing that I am married to my mother in law, after 19 years
I have a 16 year old daughter who is in trouble, angry and hates her new rules, threatening to sneak out at night, was involved in drugs, sex and drink
I am about to move out of state with her so that I can remove her from the people who are leading her down the wrong roads.
I have a father who is living with us, an alcoholic
My mother died 2 years ago from breast cancer
I hate rain, I haven't seen the sun in days
I have a relationship at work that I felt so good about, but have learned the hard way, again, that I cannot just trust.. Open your eyes and see things for what they are, that should be my motto.. but I am an idiot.

That is a brief description, and I know it sounds negative. But it feels like I am overwhelmed with hard situations right now. I'd like to learn how to journal effectively. So, Hopefully not to bore anyone, including myself!

I'm about to have a hysterectomy!! YAY!!!
My kids are all healthy
I own a home in the desert
I have a Jeep, ok two Jeeps

More later..........

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Hello, my name is Audis. Wanted to say congratulations on becoming a grandmother, as a grandfather of six now I can assure there will never be nothing like it :)

I will keep you in my prayers, sounds like you have a lot of issues to deal with in life, I pray that our Lord will see you through each and every one of them.

Good Morning,

Thank you so much for those thoughts, they are much appreciated. Nice to meet you.

My PC has been down so I access this site from work for a few days. I'm off to Southern California for a funeral and to be with family.

Raining again.. I will be so happy to see the sun when it finally comes out.

Have a wonderful day.

I hope this note finds you well. Just wanted to say hello and thank you again for your thoughts. Trying hard to figure out how to connect with people on LJ. Seems cumbersome. But I'm getting there!

Good luck to you.


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